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October | Test Drive Meme

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MinimizeYou've seen this before. The thought strikes suddenly, during whatever it is you were doing. Having an important conversation? Running away from home? Dying in the midst of a fierce battle? Where ever you are, one things is true: you're certain this isn't the first time you've lived through this. But upon realizing this, that's when it happens. Like someone hitting rewind on the VCR, you're back where you were ten minutes ago. And it happens again. And again. And again--

Until finally, something is different. A door stands in front of you. Will you go through it? Nothing else seems to be working, so this might be your only chance.



Upon opening the door and heading inside, a strange feeling overwhelms you. It's comforting and warm, like being enveloped in a soft, heavy blanket. You hear a voice murmuring in your ear, but it's unintelligible.

And in the next moment, you've appeared in front of a mysterious stone shrine in the middle of a forest, surrounded by the unfamiliar yet worried faces of fox-like humans in red and white robes, speaking in a foreign language that doesn't sound so foreign to you anymore.

Maryouku University

There isn't much time to process what's happening before characters are transported to the nearby Maryouku University. All injuries are completely healed, and those under mental duress will have a powerful soothing spell cast on them to calm them down. Their every need is met: food is offered, and questions are answered. "You've arrived in the Western Kingdom of Nippon, on a planet called Gaia," they explain. "When you became aware of the timeloop, we... well, let us explain."

Orientation Maryouku University, Kyoto
Everyone is brought to a large auditorium, where dozens of other people looking similarly out of place are seated around them. The Kitsune Yokai from before filter on stage, as well as a number of humans and other Yokai in labcoats. And after a brief introduction, they begin to explain. What they experienced back home was a timeloop. While the loops in their home worlds are smaller and likely to resolve on their own, the fact that such a small amount of time is being repeated is what makes them so dangerous for those who become aware of it. And they've been working around the clock, checking adjacent universes for others who've become aware. While the technical explanations may go over the heads of most, that's not the reason they were all brought together like this.


"In order to bring you here, we used the very same magic responsible for freeing our world... Kizuna."


And they continue to explain: their own world was trapped in a year long loop for decades, if not longer. Through the use of an ancient form of bonding magic, they bound their world to the present flow of time, allowing it to progress past the timeloop. Or at least, that's how they thought it worked. In truth, Kizuna is very powerful reality-warping magic. And thanks to the powerful bond all refugees now share with the country of Nippon, the magic surrounding them will only continue to evolve.

Until a means of resuming the flow of time back in their home world is found, they'll just have to make due with this one. But not to worry, because Nippon is fully committed to taking care of the refugees!

A Brand New Home Kyoto, Kansai
Once orientation is over, characters will be allowed to choose housing in both Kyoto and Tokyo, enabling them the means of easily living between both cities if they please. These housing options will be fully paid for by the government of Nippon, with the NRL and MRU providing a stipend for food expenses in Tokyo and Kyoto respectively.

In lieu of providing transportation, all refugees will be granted an unlimited rail pass that they can use to travel all across Nippon! As of the beginning of May, express routes connecting Tokyo and Kyoto will be running at all times of day, allowing refugees to freely travel between the Eastern and Western Kingdoms.

At the Kiyomizu Temple in Higashiyama, preparations are underway for a festival coming at the end of the month. Refugees will hear talk of the locals trying to decide on what style mask they want to create, and at the Temple itself, they'll find craft booths offering free supplies for custom mask making. The masks must reflect what a person believes to be their inner self, and there's limitless supplies provided to bring their creation to light. It seems these are going to be really important later, so don't just half-ass it, okay?

Over at the dorms in Gion, a rather provocative game has broken out amongst the residents. Following a generous gift of prized sake from one of their patrons, the Geiko have decided to throw a party with the refugees, and somehow, this devolved into a competition of strip rock-paper-scissors. With just how many accessories the Geiko wear, they clearly have the advantage! But no one is talking it very seriously, and the night is filled with laughter and silliness. Join the fun? It's one hell of a way to make new friends!

In Uji, signs of autumn have taken over, as the famously rural neighborhood becomes filled with beautiful hues of red and yellow. At the Byodoin Temple, the monks have requested that all visitors bring offerings of colorful leaves for their resident Phoenix deity, who is known to drain the color from people who provide lackluster or incorrect offerings. However, it seems the phoenix is only interested in red leaves this season, and offering any other color will render the one making the offering temporarily colorblind. At least the effect only lasts about an hour? Such a picky bird.


NRL Time Refugee Support Network
Once they've received their housing assignment, all refugees will be given small handheld devices called magi-tech comms, or magi-comms for short. They're heavier than a conventional smartphone would be, but far sturdier, and powered by the ambient magic that flows through the city. They don't need to be charged, but they won't work outside of cities at all. Upon booting it up, they'll find a message linking them to a special channel for refugees.

#nrl_time_refugee_support - online
Inbox
Text
Audio
nrl_support: Hello time refugees!
nrl_support: Welcome to your channel!
nrl_support: This is your exclusive contact channel hub for everyone who's been brought to Nippon.
nrl_support: Neat, huh?
scienz_rulz_1899: hey so like, we gotta talk
scienz_rulz_1899: kizuna
scienz_rulz_1899: is it getting a little out of hand?
scienz_rulz_1899: word on the street is that whole incident last month was caused by it, framing the whole market in the process
scienz_rulz_1899: pretty wild huh?
scienz_rulz_1899: anyway
scienz_rulz_1899: the moon is beautiful this month
scienz_rulz_1899: especially in the west :)
scienz_rulz_1899: but maybe, to be safe
scienz_rulz_1899: you should head back to tokyo before it wanes


Use the following code for your top-level if you'd like! This is how network communication will look for characters in the game until more advanced magi-tech comms become available for characters.


A Tale of Two Festivals

As the leaves of autumn begin to change, so too are the refugees encouraged to change up their routine and pay a visit to the city of Nara. Located south of Kyoto, Nara is a city where Yokai and Ayakashi live in perfect equilibrium, with many aspects of life in the city adjusted to account for the Ayakashi's eccentric behavior. Likewise, the Ayakashi here are almost never known to curse anyone, and are generous in the blessings they offer both the people and the land in which they live.

Perhaps some are put off by the idea of a city where Ayakashi are allowed to flourish after past experiences with these strange creatures. But this month is special!

Starting on October 1st, the Tsukimi Festival is held every night after sundown for the next two weeks. Long ago, the gods gifted Gaia an enchanting string of pearls that entwined the planet, lighting up the night sky. However, the greed of mortals seeking power led them to fight over the pearls. As wars waged, the pearls would be shattered in the conflict, until only one remained. Seeing the way their gift was tarnished, the gods decided that those on Gaia would only be allowed to see the pearl in all its glory for part of the month, taking it away for the other half. This became the cycles of the moon, and the shattered remains of the other pearls formed the solid ring that is always visible in the night sky.

So what makes October so special? For this month only, the full moon will be completely visible for the first full two weeks of the month, never visibly waxing nor waning. But what happens after two weeks...? Well, you'll just have to be patient for that!

One With Nature Narashi, Nara
Nara is an interesting city. Buildings are seemingly hidden away by larger-than-life trees that tower overhead, with some even built into the trees themselves, and all of them brilliant shades of red, orange, and yellow for the fall season. Lower streets and areas are lit up by special bioluminescent flowers that bloom on the lower sections of the tree's trunk. And while magic-powered lifts exist, the sheer number of elevated walkways and stairs make it a bit of a workout to explore. And of course, no matter where one looks, wildlife is around every corner -- though by and far, most of them are ayakashi. But there are no higanbana death flowers or dangerous tsutsumi-bara vines here. Instead, the refugees will has a chance to see more tranquil varieties ordinarily only found in the depths of Nippon's forests.

One of the more common creatures found in the main district of Nara, Narashi, is the Arukibake, the ghost-walker ayakashi. Utterly harmless, these little leggy ghosts can be found strutting around the city at every corner, ranging from the size of an apple to waist-height. However, they're known to be naturally attracted to people who have recently experienced bouts of depression or loneliness. The exact reason for this is unknown, but anyone seen with a small procession of these fellas marching silently behind them is certain to get more than a few concerned passer-bys offering them a warm meal, a hug, or even a shoulder to cry on if they need it. Even for the Western Kingdom, it seems the people of Nara are especially compassionate.

And then, there's the likes of the fuwakafun, the puffball ayakashi. No larger than your average cotton ball, these little guys are known to spread not pollen, but color as they move from flower to flower. And Nara, with its unique species of bioluminescent flower that blooms all year round, has no shortage of flowers even during the fall season. Should the fuwakafun land on someone's hair or clothing, it'll fade to take on the color of whatever flower the fuwakafun was resting in before. Ordinarily this effect is meant to create rare flowers as a gift for those who allow the fuwakafun to live in their garden, but with more fuwakafun than flowers, they've got to make do with what they have.

But for all that the Ayakashi in Nara are peaceful, there are still more than a few troublemakers. One in particular to look out for is the gurakurage, the glass-jelly ayakashi. Appearing in an array of beautiful colors, these ayakashi are attracted by greed and feelings of lust. It's not uncommon to see them tethered by a string in shops, where their increased activity serves as a warning to look out for shoplifters. But when encountered in the wild, these strange jellyfish will latch onto the bodies of people experiencing sexual frustration. A minor annoyance to be sure, as they can simply be peeled off, but just don't break the glass dome atop their head. Doing so will greatly anger the ayakashi, causing them to grow in size before... well. I think we all know where the prompt with the tentacle creature is going.

Dear Deer Narashi, Nara
While Nara is known for its high population of Ayakashi, the most well-known is the Saiwaika, the good-fortune deer. Growing no more than two feet high, these miniature deer can be found in parks throughout Nara, where they've become so docile and used to the presence of Yokai that they'll walk right up and cutely beg for food. Thankfully, vendors selling special crackers for the saiwaika can be found everywhere.

Being around the saiwaika has an interesting effect. Those who look upon their tiny, dainty forms will find themselves strongly compelled to be generous and kind to every living creature they meet. Originally a defense mechanism against predators, the saiwaika instead offer this power as a blessing to the people of Nara, which is said to have the lowest crime rate of any city in the Western Kingdom. Even cruel or downright evil folks will find their hearts filled with warm feelings, offering to buy their worst enemy lunch, help a little old lady cross the street, or maybe even offer some more of those tasty crackers to the deer...

All right, so there's a little bit of an ulterior motive to their blessing. But you can't deny they're very cute. However, they really do have a certain craving for these crackers. And while they've learned not to steal them off the stall tables, once the wrapping comes off, it's a free-for-all. The tiny deer have been known to swarm, nibbling at the clothes of those bearing the treats. Some even attempt to jump and steal them, with the saiwaika being well-known for its ability to leap nearly ten feet into the air. Yes, this looks as silly as you can imagine.

Perhaps its because of this that a common prank played by children in Nara is to slip a few crackers into an unsuspecting friend's pocket, causing the deer to hungrily swarm without the target knowing why. Shouldn't their blessing counteract these pranks...? Well, if the saiwaika is getting fed, is it really such a bad thing?

Behold The Pearl Narashi, Nara
Given the name of the festival, it should come as no surprise that the chief activity performed during the festival is simply observing the moon with good company and plenty of food every night. Its radiance will only grow brighter as the festival continues, the light reflecting off the ring that surrounds Gaia and causing it, too, to glow every night, occasionally releasing rainbow-colored bursts of magical energy only visible during Tsukimi.

For the best views, Sarusawa Pond in Narashi is widely considered to be the optimal location for moon-viewing parties. Food and drink stalls can be found lining the pathways that circle the pond, and with the backdrop of a five-story pagoda lit up by moonlight, it's also known as one of the most romantic spots in Nara.

But while there are plenty of places to sit and gaze up at the moon on the shore, the real celebrations occur on small boats that sit silently upon the water. Only allowed to sail at a certain hour before sundown, those hoping for a proper moon-viewing best board early. And once the boat has parked on the pond, a Mizu spell is used to still the water, causing a mirror-like image of the moon and the stars above to reflect upon its pristine surface.

But aside from being very beautiful, there are a number of superstitions associated with this practice. It's said that one should never stare at their own reflection in the water, or else they may see their reflection begin to twist and mutate into a monster. While limited to just their reflection, the effects of this spell may cause erratic or animal-like behavior when standing in the moonlight, with some becoming prone to acting on their every impulse, no matter how rash. It's not uncommon for at least one party-goer to make the mistake of staring too long, before throwing themselves in the shallow pond and thrashing about wildly. Unfortunately, the effects of this will linger until the festival ends on the 14th. Better bring an umbrella for tomorrow's Tsukimi.



OOC Notes
Welcome to Jikan's October TDM! The TDM is considered game canon, and also serves as the intro log! That said, whether you choose to carry threads over to the game or not is up to you!

• Current players are more than welcome to top-level, or take prompts from the TDM and use for their own logs! This may change in the future depending on how busy TDMs become.

• CRAU characters may start regaining their CRAU memories one month after the TDM. However, vague feelings of familiarity are allowed between previous game CR! For more on this, please read the FAQ!

• You do not need to sign-up for housing! Choose whichever style you prefer, in both Kyoto and Tokyo. Roommates can be chosen by the characters or can be random. If you want to switch housing later, your character has the option of moving at the beginning of each month.

• While you do not need to thread the mask-making prompt if you don't want to, these masks will become important for the event later in the month, so choose your designs carefully!

• The full moon will be visible in the night sky from everywhere in Nippon for the first two weeks of October. While Tsukimi celebrations can be found everywhere, the sister festival to this one is unique to the Kansai region, and will be explained in more detail in the event later in the month.

• Characters who have their reflection mutated by the pond's spell will retain a monster-like appearance when they look into a mirror or reflective surface until the festival ends on the 14th. This effect is for their reflection only.

• Similarly, whether their reflection becomes monstrous in a frightening way, or monstrous in a sexy way, is completely up to you. The change can be subtle or dramatic, and those around them will be able to see the changes!


Please leave any questions about the TDM prompts in the thread below! General game questions can be directed to the FAQ!

Apps are always open!





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[personal profile] unsundered 2021-10-21 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mettaton's confidence is met with little more than a look and a sigh for the show of it, the required display of disapproval. But there was reason for the confidence, as for all that Emet-Selch might deny him in some ways... here he was, hip to hip with him, holding hands, while he slowly explored his chassis. Even if it was far from the ease that he suspected he once had with him, that this was familiarity but not knowledge, that he was anything but uninterested was undeniable even to himself.

And even now... if he'd been truly bothered or annoyed or dismissive of Mettaton's confidence, he would've left him here on this bench some time ago, teleported elsewhere to find peace. Even when he'd been offended, irritated at his forwardness, the robot's teasing demand for a kiss- though Emet-Selch had pulled away, he hadn't left. And... already, he was back to holding hands with him, while trying to appreciate what he could of the evening they did have together. The quiet of it, underneath the gentle glow of the trees, overlooking a city new to them. The gathered ayakashi seemed to be settling in for the long haul, content to cozy up together in the grasses, or amongst branches overhead. Patience was the order of the day.

As was a continued mild bewilderment as he dwelled on some of their old habits. He still didn't really understand himself, both why he'd been so permissive of the puca not only biting him but drinking his blood, and why the robotic hare had even wanted to. But that they'd both deeply enjoyed the experience remained clear, even if neither of them knew exactly the why. And even now, it didn't feel... alarming, or repulsive, to know that he'd had a lover who'd so enjoyed tasting him like that.

And Mettaton's comment draws a more pleased-sounding hum, something that veers towards the smug, his voice intimate and low.]


So choosy you had to taste the field. Well, so long as you made the right choice in the end.

[So it was fine to have wanted his blood, because Mettaton agreed that it was the best. Of course.]

I'll have to trust my other self's judgement, bonding with a monstrous rabbit with a sanguine disposition. Not that you were always biting me....

[Fingers slowing to a stop on Mettaton's chest, he withdraws them after a moment more, pulling his arm back. Not because anything was wrong (any more than it already was), and instead of explaining, scoots that bit nearer. Glancing briefly, cautiously towards Mettaton's face, he leans in to nestle against the side of his body, to rest the side of his head against his neck and shoulder, before closing his own eyes.

Though he tries to find the words to explain, he knew it would amount to something defensive, and he didn't want to be. So Emet-Selch stays quiet, just wanting to remain against his once-lover for a time.]
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[personal profile] glitzandglamour 2021-10-21 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course I would. I have good taste.

[Never mind that Mettaton lacks taste in the most literal of senses. What he did know was that when he could taste, Emet-Selch's blood was charged with delicious magic, far more than that of any Witch or human he'd sampled before. He can't recall any times where he'd tried anybody else on... but instinctively, he knew that he had. (Perhaps these instinctive memories were the Monster in him, the Puca that yet remains, recalling things in impressions rather than actual memory.

(Ultimately, he doesn't feel too alarmed by any of this.))

But it was true enough that he wasn't always with his teeth slipping through tender human skin. He was a hare with a sanguine disposition in senses more than just the sweet sort, inclined toward drawing his lover's blood as well in displays if violent wrath and affection both.

Both of them know it was a strange habit for Witch and Puca to engage in so ardently. So amorously. But they didn't inspect it too hard, accepting it with as much casualness as it felt they treated it with in Aefenglom. Mettaton could casually greet Emet-Selch by dipping down to his neck and kissing him, sucking bruises into skin or lightly nicking his flesh, letting blood trickle onto his tongue in a gesture too intimate to explain in words.

And they both loved it. Mettaton feels a strange rush at recalling how easily he could provoke Emet-Selch into stiffness against his thigh, all by working on his throat... So of course they enjoyed it.

As much as Mettaton enjoyed Emet-Selch's voice running low, a deep thrum that reaches his chest. He sighs again.

Before he can respond, Emet-Selch stops slowly and withdraws. Mettaton doesn't jerk to stop him, though he wonders what's wrong, only to placate himself with another intuitive feeling that things were feeling particularly right, more than they had been. Mettaton's easygoing, relaxed; Emet-Selch glances at his face, and Mettaton remains gentle, calm.

The Ascian nestles against his hard metal pauldron and against his neck. Mettaton receives him, closing distance some more, forming their bodies together. Their hands remain twined, figures huddled close, in an imitation of something it felt they've done before.

Quietly, Mettaton accepts him. With the same sort of longing, he rests his cheek upon the top of Emet-Selch's head, nestled in chestnut hair.

Most of the time, no. Mettaton wasn't biting him, but regarding him with other acts of affection. And Emet-Selch would meet him in ways he increasingly learned how to do with greater and greater comfort.

Watching the Arukibake and taking in their numbers, Mettaton wonders if Emet-Selch's loneliness had been eased in Aefenglom. That none of the small, ghostly ayakashi were leaving suggests to him that his loneliness isn't eased by his presence... but who knew? Maybe he missed one's departure. But it was alright. He could simply join Emet-Selch's entourage of leggy ghosts, he thinks with a smile.

But at least they've accomplished something. Some things, in fact. Mettaton's voice is soft, audible only for someone close to his throat.]


I've noticed nobody's come to bother you. Except for me.

[There's that, at least.]
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[personal profile] unsundered 2021-10-22 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
[It did amuse, the slightest bit, to realize how casually they ultimately took the memory of Mettaton tasting his blood. Something that should, probably, have been considered with greater concern... but when it came paired with so many inclinations of pleasure, maybe it wasn't so strange after all. A touch of pain, sharp and sweet, and his breath would catch and blood would pool low, diverting itself exactly where it needed to go.

But even more often, Mettaton just spent time at his throat. Kissing him, pressing his face there... they'd both occupied that spot frequently on each other.

Just as he was drawn towards doing now, letting out a quiet breath at being accepted there, that they could still do this. It wasn't much, in comparison to what they'd once had- an awareness that kept his loneliness stable and deep- but it was something. It was more than a start, as he thought on how they'd begun their conversation, or on how these past weeks had gone, with so little beyond feelings emerging through the mist.

Mettaton's voice is soft, something that wouldn't escape beyond their bench, beyond his ears, and Emet-Selch remembered too how much he had enjoyed listening to him... especially in tones like these, pitched only for him.

The Ascian could've replied with something sarcastic. Something about trading one trouble for another, or whether the peace he'd found with the robot was worse than the hassle of intervention. Instead he's quiet for a time, thinking on the way Mettaton's face felt resting in his hair. The way his own face and body felt, nestled close against the robot's. How warm he was, and strangely... comfortable. And not only because he'd done it all before, but even in the here and now, it was comfortable to rest against silicone, to lean into metal, his own body the one made to meld.

Even if this meeting brought more tumult than he could have expected, an upheaval that he knew he'd be spending a great deal of time lingering on, it would be worth it in the end, wouldn't it?]


Except for you.

[Emet-Selch agrees finally, with a small squeeze of Mettaton's hand, and nudge against his neck.]

So keep bothering me for a while longer then, won't you?
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[personal profile] glitzandglamour 2021-10-23 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
[A request that could make his heart leap, if he had one. Mettaton closes his eye, basking in the pleasure of having a tangible body and soul next to his own. And one who felt so familiar at that... He recalls their conversation about being Bonded in Aefenglom and wonders, with his eye closed like this, if he could just feel what it might've been like to have his soul combined with Emet-Selch's. But it wasn't... quite like that, was it? It wasn't that they combined, as they craved (he remembers they wanted to be closer), but that they were tied together, laced like the white and red of a candy cane. Twisted up in each other, they could feel each other so intimately that it became too natural to lose.

And he feels so confident that if he ever lost that feeling, it would have certainly left an impression that lasted lifetimes. (So, what happened to them?)

He can't bear to think about it right now. Emet-Selch squeezes his hand, and he squeezes back, opening his eye and gazing into the little beady eyes of the Arukibake watching them. There's a touch of melancholy that works itself into his smile, pitying... not just Emet-Selch, but himself. They were truly star-crossed, weren't they? It felt too good and too terrible to be true, their romance fated to be lost. Just beholding the crowd of ayakashi reminds him how lonely this man is, and how lonely he seems fated to be.

But there was a time and place where he was with Mettaton's company. And here, too, he was with him. This was... another chance, perhaps. Another opportunity given to them to be together. (Was the continuity of their worlds thrown into chaos because of their adamant stay in Aefenglom, perhaps? Mettaton's cocky enough to think he's important enough to throw time itself off-kilter, anyway.) Right now, they were here together. Unmarried, and back closer to square one... but not entirely there. They remembered enough to know that they were inexorably drawn, and still attracted to one another. That attraction grew rapidly.

Emet-Selch's voice is so soft, and it felt fragile. The man himself felt fragile, in his way. Perhaps it was the lack of bite, the drop in his defenses that settles him against the black silicone of his throat, the two of them nestled into each other. But comfort could feel fragile, especially when it was so rare to attain.

Mettaton turns his head to press his lips upon Emet-Selch's scalp. He imagines what he might smell like, coming up with colors instead of actual scents. Red; a bit of blue, both there to combine into something rich, but soft. He searches his memory for a smell, but he can't wrap his mind around it.]


I can spare some time for you, darling.

[... He could spare a lot of time for Emet-Selch, he thought. He could spend the whole evening with him, the whole night... How many hours did he spend with his Bondmate in Aefenglom? How many days, years? Both in the long-term, and as a collective? He hadn't taken himself to be someone so inclined to keep company so intimate and so dear, but... to consider that he had it felt good. He felt safer than he thought he ever would or could, in this memory of his marriage.

It was no small wonder that they could spend this evening feeling comfortable like this, settled in each other's company. Mettaton had readily flipped on his ability to heat up externally, giving Emet-Selch someone warm to lean against, as he reaches up and around to settle his free hand against the back of Emet-Selch's neck.]


I couldn't say no to you.
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[personal profile] unsundered 2021-10-23 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even with his eyes closed, he could remember the way Mettaton's soul looked, secured firmly to his robotic form. It was a strange thing that something so normal to see had been denied him in that other world, that he would look to his waist and see the glow of his core alone, the sign of his life, but not his soul itself. But in its place he'd been able to feel it somehow, and try as he might, he just couldn't remember what that had felt like.

Something that, now that it was gone, he wondered might be some sad mercy. It had been precious to him, just as this man had been... that much he was sure of. Something that he wondered might have broken him to have lost, he felt that dedicated to it. But with his sight intact on this star, Emet-Selch wondered what it would have looked like, for his massy soul to have some strange connection to another, to something so small and bright.

He could feel lips soft against his scalp, in a touch that was familiar too. The times they must have lingered together just like this... had been numerous, he thought, with Mettaton naturally able to kiss the top of his head this way, in a gesture he knew to be affectionate. There had been no end to those gestures when they had been together, so inclined towards touch, towards expressions like these when words failed them, or were insufficient. Despite being so active and busy, as he assumed Mettaton to be in any world, he would still spare time to remain quiet with him like this.

They had been together a great deal. It surprised him a little, to consider that he'd tolerated someone else's continued company for so long at a time. But even on those times when Mettaton annoyed him, he felt... even then, his presence had been a comfort to him. Something he'd never been able to dislike. He'd always wanted him around.

And he relaxes a little more when Mettaton gives his willingness to remain, briefly turning his head to press a kiss to black silicone, in something he knows too that he'd done before.

Mettaton's reply, it deepens that sense of melancholy and fondness both, as he returns to resting against the robot's warm neck with his eyes closed.]


I think you've said something like that to me before.

[How much of what they did was an echo, he wondered. But with Mettaton's hand comfortably against his neck, he was inclined to stay just like this, even if it did call to mind everything they'd unwillingly lost. But it wasn't everything; even if they had to fumble for it in the dark, they still had some hold on each other. Even if it was a grasp they were still finding, he didn't think either of them were inclined to give up on it.]

Thank you.
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[personal profile] glitzandglamour 2021-10-25 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Mettaton is equally sure of the importance of that "Bond" they shared, once upon a time. Though like Emet-Selch, he just couldn't fathom what it was like, his fragile monster soul bound to this Ascian's immense one. Right, he imagines, and he wonders if it felt the way it should when a monster absorbs another being's soul... He nearly snickers at the thought of how interesting that is to consider, that they could safely bind like that.

It brings a smile to his face anyway, even if there's a touch of melancholy there, missing that weight, that pressure. Yes... he felt near certain that it was weight that Emet-Selch brought him, heaviness that he could still hardly fathom. Maybe, in time, he would tempt those memories to return again.

It felt nostalgic in a lot of ways to remain at peace like this, sitting quietly in another person's company. Intimate company, at that. He still reels from the idea that he'd made himself so vulnerable to Emet-Selch, but he also trusts himself and his instinct. He did trust him entirely, even if he'd threatened him with information once before in this world. (That was a misunderstanding, he decides. Because Emet-Selch wouldn't do that to him.)

Emet-Selch kisses him. They weren't married, and they weren't even necessarily together on this star (another word he remembers Emet-Selch using to refer to worlds like these), but the motions remained in their bodies, even when they felt difficult to conjure. But this was a sign of it, as Mettaton closes his eye and basks in the sensation of human lips on his throat, with a temperature that he pretended was warmth, trying to imagine what that feels like.

They did a lot of things that felt familiar, it seemed, from kisses to the echoes of words. Even if they forgot, some part of them remembered, and continued to remember more. To that, he has to hum, interested.

Mettaton's voice remains soft. (He nearly imagines the specific way tall rabbit ears would lean comfortably back, a sort of tugging sensation that made his head feel weirdly weightless... How odd.) He settles back, keeping his fingers against the back of Emet-Selch's neck, their fingers twined, their faces close.]


Mmm. My pleasure.

[Just as much as he knew it was Emet-Selch's. This meant a lot to them both, both in the other world they met, and this one where they remembered. That they were both committed to catching up with memories lost spoke volumes about that.]