[His own arms tighten in respons.]

...That is probably for the best. I wouldn't leave you again on purpose, but...I don't completley trust myself not to do something similar again, given the chance.

[Maedhros means it too. There is a yawning abyss of despair burried deep inside of his soul and it's slowly been eating away at him over the years. It makes his actions unpredictable even to him.]